boo hoo hoo
am feeling quite down today ... its his 30th and am so wanting to celebrate it with him but hey he has his life now and i'm not it! its so confusing we are getting on so well and i think the world of his other half but at the same time its so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was supposed to be mine ! we were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together and now i'm just lonely! sad and confused , what did i ever do????

sorry ... just feeling very low have to blurt it to someone or i will go crazy, cant say much to ppl they either dont understand or they have just heard so much already i feel bad saying more, but i love him to bits and am still praying that somehow God will do something! i know he can if thats what he wants for us , the friendship we have is great and i am so glad we can be friends again but i want my husband back!!! its so unfair.

well happy birthday hun !