Saturday 12 July 2008

Hi !

Its been so long since i last wrote but I have so much to say,
the stroke has recovered well and I have about 98% recovery at the moment the dr was concerned about what had caused this so did tests and found a growth on my brain it is sitting on the pituitary gland apparently not good !! I am still undergoing tests to see if this is a fluid sack or tumour hopefully its the fluid !! but either way its a case of brain surgery- scarey stuff!

So all change- I have deferred uni for a year obviously the brain isnt working v well and i am getting migraines and dizziness daily as the growth is pushing on the optic nerves so i also get waves of loss of vision and nausea.
The kids are spending lots of time with dad so I am hardly seeing them - peaceful but strange!

Its been a very reflective time for me Its given me lots of time to look at my life and prioritise I have realised I need to make God a bigger part of my life I need to live my life for him and he will sort out the things around me not live for my job, friends or family but Him as he will then flow through me to them.

I have written alot more songs recently so wanting to get moving on them now!! 24 so far !!! :)
theres a big chance of us recording 10 of them soon so praying into that.

right thats it in a nutshell but obviously lots of details to fill in at another time will write back when results come in - Thanks again to all my wonderful family and friends and of course Jesus Christ my awesome saviour!!!!!!!