Isaiah 43 v 18 and 19: "forget the former things , do not dwell on the past,
see I AM doing a new thing!now it springs up from the ground do yo not perceive it?
I AM making a way in the desert and streams in the waste land"
Today is the start of my new chapter i am putting away the former heart break and focusing on the amazing future God has promised for me, i am not pretending that it will be like turning off a switch... its much harder than that but here today i make a choice to focus on my future and not on my past to run with God and leave the impossible to the creator!!!
As for me and my household we WILL serve the Lord and we will look towards a bright future with him,
God wants the best for us all, we are his children and as a parent i want the best for mine also so today marks a point in my life which i pray will make a difference to us all.
AMEN.
Thursday 25 October 2007
Monday 22 October 2007
oh dear!!!!!!!!!!!
so sorry was feeling very sorry for myself last week, get like that sometimes until i am reminded of how amazingly brilliant God is!!!
so this week has been alot better and God has continued to put people around me, provide for me and the kids and give me a peace and a joy, habbakuk talks about praising despite everything even when things go wrong :
habbakuk 3v17..." though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no foodthough there are no sheep in the pens and no cattle in the stalls...YET I WILL REJOICE IN THE LORD! I WILL BE JOYFUL IN GOD MY SAVIOUR!!"
i have learnt that when i praise His name , thename above ALL names there is release and his joy fills my heart whatever i go through i leave it with him sometimes hard but neccessary! and he never fails me , he will make a way in the wilderness h will guard our hearts and minds if we let him!!!
the sovereign Lord is my stength!!!!
ciao x
so sorry was feeling very sorry for myself last week, get like that sometimes until i am reminded of how amazingly brilliant God is!!!
so this week has been alot better and God has continued to put people around me, provide for me and the kids and give me a peace and a joy, habbakuk talks about praising despite everything even when things go wrong :
habbakuk 3v17..." though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no foodthough there are no sheep in the pens and no cattle in the stalls...YET I WILL REJOICE IN THE LORD! I WILL BE JOYFUL IN GOD MY SAVIOUR!!"
i have learnt that when i praise His name , thename above ALL names there is release and his joy fills my heart whatever i go through i leave it with him sometimes hard but neccessary! and he never fails me , he will make a way in the wilderness h will guard our hearts and minds if we let him!!!
the sovereign Lord is my stength!!!!
ciao x
Thursday 11 October 2007
boo hoo hoo
am feeling quite down today ... its his 30th and am so wanting to celebrate it with him but hey he has his life now and i'm not it! its so confusing we are getting on so well and i think the world of his other half but at the same time its so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was supposed to be mine ! we were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together and now i'm just lonely! sad and confused , what did i ever do????
sorry ... just feeling very low have to blurt it to someone or i will go crazy, cant say much to ppl they either dont understand or they have just heard so much already i feel bad saying more, but i love him to bits and am still praying that somehow God will do something! i know he can if thats what he wants for us , the friendship we have is great and i am so glad we can be friends again but i want my husband back!!! its so unfair.
well happy birthday hun !
am feeling quite down today ... its his 30th and am so wanting to celebrate it with him but hey he has his life now and i'm not it! its so confusing we are getting on so well and i think the world of his other half but at the same time its so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was supposed to be mine ! we were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together and now i'm just lonely! sad and confused , what did i ever do????
sorry ... just feeling very low have to blurt it to someone or i will go crazy, cant say much to ppl they either dont understand or they have just heard so much already i feel bad saying more, but i love him to bits and am still praying that somehow God will do something! i know he can if thats what he wants for us , the friendship we have is great and i am so glad we can be friends again but i want my husband back!!! its so unfair.
well happy birthday hun !
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