i actually dont know what to write about as i start this- i have sooo many things buzzing around in my head, some good, some amazing! and some i would rather just forget but where and what do i write here??...

Every day God reminds me that He alone is the only truly trust worthy person we have completely in love with us and wanting only what is best for us, just like a parent wants good things for their children... He only wants the best for us and holds it in his hand, all he wants is for us to reach out and grab it whole heartedly. He alone is so completely unselfish that he cares for us without ceasing and wants us to be happy, safe and he sacrificed everything for us so that we could have a great life!
People being human can and do let us down and lets be honest we let people down, ok we might not mean to but we do cos we are human! with thoughts for ourselves and its natural - but God he never lets us down he completely knows the absolute best for us and strives for us to get it!

God is 'the friend that sticks closer than a brother 'and thank God for that ! friends are precious and i praise God for all of my friends they truly are so special to me but thank you Lord for loving me and sticking close. I couldnt have got through times in my life without Jesus by my side things people ( even my closest friends ) dont even know about He knows and he cares really he does !!

please , please give jesus a try he wont barge into your life he needs an invitation! he doesnt push you he is a true gentleman" ask and you will receive seek and you will find knock and the door will be opened to you for the love of the lord has no end!!"

Our God is an awesome God!! still finding new things about him after all these years - have been studying psalm139 this week God loves us so much you know? He really does, He knows us inside out and back to front he takes time to know us and care for us as individuals- why would he bother? the answer ... he loves us! he holds the blue prints of our lives it says " you knit me together in my mothers womb... all my days were ordained and written in your book before i was born"
He is the designer, creator and author of our lives and yet we often go through life not even consulting him ... silly isnt it?!
surely if we consult manuals and instructions through daily life with things we use , things thaat have themselves been designed and created then we should have the sense to do the same with our lives!!
lets get back to the plans he has for us for they are amazing plans sent "to prosper us and not to harm" and remember he does know best!!

care

speaking to friends tonight about care and what life is like at the moment ... sometimes life can be so hectic that we find it difficult to care for people or even recognise that people need a bit of care!
how wrong is that??!! life is too busy too fast paced and surely our priorities are misplaced!
this is not where our focus should be we should be focusing on the eternal, the life after all this we are only passing through and we need so much to care for those around us bring them to Jesus and care for each other not strive for material things the bible says you will receive your treasure in heaven this life is so short compared with what we can / will have with Jesus so why do we put that to one side while we are here?? it doesnt make sense! we are being blinded by the things of this world , our focus is shifted from whats really important and people are given all sorts of things to believe in to distract from the truth .... its time we cared !!!!! its time we took the time!!!! its time to make a difference!!!!!!
enough ranting am preaching to myself too here i know there is so much i can do and must do before Jesus returns or i go to be with him practical things as well as spiritual things mean so much to people and they will see a difference in us!

God cares for us so much and expects us to care for others do we care for our friends? our family? our school mates? our work colleagues? neighbours? what about the people in the street? and if we dont who will............................ scary thought!!

did you hear the story about the person on the beach who stood throwing the star fish back in to the ocean after they had been left on the sand ? so many star fish and one person making a difference to each ones life ok they might not have reached all in time but they had a go and madethe differencefor the one if everyone determined to do that a world would be saved!

friends

Well i did mean to brb but thats the way it goes with kids sometimes!
its bank holiday monday and i am skint so have spent the day infront of the disney channel with the kids ...so glad its bed time! its more tiring staying in than going out !! hehe anyway ... what to write about???
if you are one of the many friends around the world hi! i have friends in so many places at the moment some living and some visiting but missing you all! hi to; mike and morgan and kids in USA, helen in Australia, Natalie and family in Singapore , Simon and jutta in Berlin and so many of you around the UK! friends are so important and i am soooo blessed with such amazing people around me- so thanks guys! really do appreciate and love you all! soppy i know but hey:)
dont forget tho that the greatest friend ever is Jesus who never leaves or forsakes you. He sticks closer than a brother. He is so precious.Hoping that you have experienced that yourself if not ... why?? x

So I went to see DELIRIOUS yesterday at Alton Towers with some people from church, what a grt day and an amazing concert! Delirious were awesome and so much opportunity to praise God as well as enjoy the great music, www.delirious.co.uk check them out.... was so nice to get away from it all for a day and chill, so relaxing and even though i never went on many rides( mainly because i am a chicken!) i had a great time just spending time with people and getting to know them.
Church this morning was great too God was definitely there! such a powerful time of worship, and a grt sermon(as usual!) so on the whole feeling pretty blessed at the moment, whats going on with you??
I hardly know what to write about next....trying to think what i have been up to, mainly work and writing assignments really and looking after the kids. oh there is one now...brb...