Monday, 11 August 2008

I Love you !!!!!

Jesus is so awesome I just cant help but love him!

I had my results in - all clear there is no longer a growth and the symptoms have disappeared incredible !!!

So many things going on in and around me at the moment but I am choosing to focus on Jesus He alone is worthy he will sort everything out as I stick to Him infact he already has i just need to trust him !
the bible tells me that all my days were written in his book before i was even born incredible ! he knows the end from the beginning he is the author, creator and finisher of me WOW !!

Jesus is so amazing and yet so many fail to see that life with Him is the absolute best i pray that more and more will see it - not complicate it just accept the truth of Him.

Praying into something at the moment something for my future and hoping God will trust me with it and grant my desire - please pray that the answer comes quickly for me !

God bless you and keep you and if you haven't given Jesus a go please do !!!! I cant tell you in enough words just how awesome life with Him is !

Love ,
Lynn x


Saturday, 12 July 2008

Hi !

Its been so long since i last wrote but I have so much to say,
the stroke has recovered well and I have about 98% recovery at the moment the dr was concerned about what had caused this so did tests and found a growth on my brain it is sitting on the pituitary gland apparently not good !! I am still undergoing tests to see if this is a fluid sack or tumour hopefully its the fluid !! but either way its a case of brain surgery- scarey stuff!

So all change- I have deferred uni for a year obviously the brain isnt working v well and i am getting migraines and dizziness daily as the growth is pushing on the optic nerves so i also get waves of loss of vision and nausea.
The kids are spending lots of time with dad so I am hardly seeing them - peaceful but strange!

Its been a very reflective time for me Its given me lots of time to look at my life and prioritise I have realised I need to make God a bigger part of my life I need to live my life for him and he will sort out the things around me not live for my job, friends or family but Him as he will then flow through me to them.

I have written alot more songs recently so wanting to get moving on them now!! 24 so far !!! :)
theres a big chance of us recording 10 of them soon so praying into that.

right thats it in a nutshell but obviously lots of details to fill in at another time will write back when results come in - Thanks again to all my wonderful family and friends and of course Jesus Christ my awesome saviour!!!!!!!

Monday, 26 May 2008

a stroke at 32??!!!!...WHAT????

well a scary week this past one
suffering a 'mini stroke' at the age of 32 with 2 small children is not funny!!!

just when you think everything is coming together something happens to trip you up

got to slow down, got to stop stressing, got to exercise and look after myself - got to !!!!!!!!!!!

dont know the cause but cant take the risk of it happening again, taking a stand spiritually - i will continue to sing, pray, worship I know thats my call and nothing will hinder it now! but physically slowing down workload and uni stuff taking a back seat.

everyone has been awesome and i thank you all for your prayers, support, visits, flowers and babysitting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awesome friends truly

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Tuesday, 22 April 2008

Oh my word!!!!!!!! life is a fantastic rollercoaster at the moment in the past couple of weeks God has soooooo blessed me!!!!
He is awesome, incredible, amazing !!!!!

I have 5 of my songs now copyrighted and put to music - cant wait to sing and minister to others for Him!!!

Also I am moving in a few weeks God has given me an amazing opportunity to move and I am going for it!

Thank you Jesus - faithful, loving, saviour , your love is amazing!!!!!!!

Friday, 11 April 2008

You've stolen my heart....

Why do we waste time, energy and wisdom???

why when we know the truth do we not pass it on at all costs? why do other things - of far less importance stand in the way of sharing the amazing truth with our family or friends?

Jesus Christ is awesome, amazing, incredible, vast, wonderful, majestic, splendid, precious, beautiful, faithful, glorious, loyal, loving, infact there's just not enough words to describe Him!!!

I am choosing to pass this on to all who read this today because He is so worthy of my recommendation, and praise and sooooo much more!!

Jesus found me, rescued me, saved me, picked me up when i fell, pulled me out of the miry clay, set my feet on a sure foundation and protects me with a refuge and strong tower! He has no favourites, I am not special, He longs to do this for all who would choose to come to Him!

The times we are living in are exciting, and scary the days we live in are written in the bible, we clearly see what is going on and what will be and it is so obvious to see that Christs return is imminant - where will you be , what will you do... where will you go???


check out the bible, check out a local church but most importantly check out Jesus ask him to show you how real he is!!!!


dont waste time , dont waste an amazing opportunity - to know the King of all kings , the name above all names and the healer, saviour, friend and awesome Lord Jesus Christ.


Praying you will

Lynn <><

...you wiped away the stains and broke away the chains yes you have!

Thursday, 3 April 2008

Our God is a great big God!!!!

So life is better since i last wrote God has blessed me, shown me so much and taught me immensely.
I am so so grateful to Him or my life, the things I have and the things He has given to me. Things are still a little rough but I know in Him all things will work together for good, I am learning that things I think i need sometimes aren't the things i actually need and God knows what I actually need cos he knows me better than i do he is my creator and he alone see's the bigger picture!!!!

Those of you who have loved me supported me and been there for me I thank you so so so so much!

My God is faithful and never changes he is incredible and mighty to save and I know he holds the key!!!

So at the moment I am trying to move house, things here aren't good trusting him to provide for us, will keep you informed. nearly the end of my degree course now so closer to teaching at last!!!

and back singing for my Lord its great!! loving it = he is so worthy and I hope i give my best.
He is using me to write songs as well as sing I love it and hope i can be used more to bring glory to him and minister to people.

will scribble again soon...

God bless <><

Thursday, 13 March 2008

Life is such a heltaskelta at the moment ups and downs that go from extremes and never seem to last i keep asking why but my head doesn't seem to have the answer i know in my heart all is not what it seems God IS in control!!!!! i am believing for a miracle!

I know that i NEED God to step in , i cannot do it any longer , i need him in his grace his compassion to sort everything out and start things anew Please God hear my cry!!!!!

He is faithful and Just and will hear his word says when we seek him he will be found i pray that i will wholeheartedly seek him.

I pray you are well and know his peace in your heart, for noe .... bye <><

Sunday, 17 February 2008

My God is still so awesome and amazing despite life at the moment being so yuk! I know he is in control and he has plans that far exceed my own....

It would be really nice for once for things to go well, for happiness to last for more than a few weeks but if i have to sacrifice happiness for my relationship with him then i will...Please God help me and be my strength.

So many pressures, problems and things going on I cant deal with and dont have the answers for but you have God and I am trusting you for a 'new chapter'

Sorry for the moan.....
Lynn xx