Wow this week must be one of the hardest i have faced in a long time!!!

things seem to be flying at me from everywhere!!

work, home and even friends ... but one thing remains firm.... God is there and He is sticking closer than a brother and carrying me through and so glad he is... so many times of late i have wanted to just give up- get under the duvet and never come out( , if i am honest, )but God gives me the strength to get up each morning and face the day and brings me through the other side!

And then he sends the light at the end of the tunnel and things i have been praying for pop up when i am least expecting them...amazing God!:)

you know there is a saying 'these things are sent to try'... well these things are certainly sent to strengthen!! and build faith, and to teach us and build our wisdom!

i am learning not to resent the bad days but to ask what are you teaching me God , what can i learn throught this, how can me going through this help somebody else????

there is a reason... it may not be clear to us but He alone see's the bigger picture, He alone is the fountain of all knowledge!!

who are we to even attempt to fathom it all out?
our tiny, punny brains are no match for the awesome God who creates heaven and earth so i guess what i am saying is.... it comes down to trust! and trusting him in the hard times to know he knows best and see's the end result even before we reach the end.