goodness me the kids are being so difficult at the moment and that alongside everything else is such hard work! the summer holidays are fast approaching which on the one hand is great! 6 weeks off work.... on the other hand what am i going to do for 6 weeks to keep these 2 occupied and stop me from going insane.... with no money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
answers on a postcard :)

its milly's birthday on the 6th cant believe she is 3 already i dont feel like i have really appreciated her this year with the split and everything going on its so sad, and there in lies another akward situation who to invite to her party?? her father or the rest of her family and friends.... why is it always me stuck inthe middle??? i never asked for ANY of this!! :(

Thank God that He knows the best way - all i can do is rely on him and wait for direction.

he came round today, wanting to sort thru the photo's he can be so insensitive sometimes i havent been able to even look at them yet and he strolls in and sorts through them dismissing all the wedding photos... i just felt like crying but what can you do when the kids are there? and isaac keeps asking why dont you and mummy like each other any more when will you hug again?? its heart breaking!!!!

God help me!!!! cos well its just too much sometimes and well its a cert that if i didnt have God in my life i would not have got thru this past 12 months!!

just trusting him now for a better future cos i know he wont leave me.. jeremiah 29 v 11 says" for i know he plans i have for you says the lord" praise God for his awesome planning and for the fact that he knows!! the best plans and the right plans and all i have to do is trust him.